December 24, 2018
It hit me the other day as I was thinking about Christmas how the barren woman holds such imagery for the nation of Israel in the years leading up to the coming of the Christ.
December 18, 2018
I’ve never experienced a greater loss. Coming to terms with this was huge for me, saying it out loud was even bigger, and finding peace in the midst of all of this was going to be a challenge.
May 13, 2018
Tomorrow as you go to your church (if you go), I know you will feel many things. I know you're trying your best to understand and reconcile and be brave or be present. But in all of it, please don’t feel SHAME.
February 2, 2018
We are Trying again. 7 years in, we took a break and now we're stepping forward. Where are you? How are you doing in this world of Trying?
January 24, 2018
But every time someone asked a question like that, a knife dug a little deeper into my heart. It was hard. It was so hard. It was like my infertility was a dirty little secret I was carrying around.
January 16, 2018
I am on the path where the ground is dry and cracked, the sky is dark, and the trees are gnarled and twisted. I am almost 50 and never did I think I would be on this path of infertility.
December 15, 2017
C-A-N-C-E-R. Wait, what? I’m 21 years old. How could this be? Maybe it is my punishment. I couldn’t make my mind stop.
December 9, 2017
I realized in grieving I had made pain the enemy, the thing to be avoided when really it can be a treasured ally; the thing that drags us lifeless to Christ.
December 1, 2017
“Hope deferred makes the heart sick.” (Proverbs 13:12) This was my reality for several years...
November 23, 2017
...in the late 30’s to mid 40’s a new fear unexpectedly gripped me. It dawned on me that the days for me to have my own children were slowly fading away.
Before He Came
Allison's Story - Part 1
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Love of God
Waiting on God
trying to have a baby